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As the Maggots Crawl
02:52
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Everything rots away and decays;
Existence is marred by all these mistakes.
The stench of the past suffocates me;
The corpse of regret stares lifelessly.
Now I watch the maggots crawl,
And feast upon all my flaws
Until there's nothing left to save
And no one even knows my name.
All the things I couldn't change
Fester and boil and turn into rage
All the self-loathing I feel
I'll bury myself so I no longer feel.
As I watch the maggots crawl
And worm their way through all my flaws
I know there's nothing left to save...
A hollow shell without a name.
Without a name.
As I watch the maggots crawl
And worm their way through all my flaws
I know there's nothing left to save...
A hollow shell without a name.
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Emotional Grave
04:20
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All the ways it comes crashing down,
It comes in waves that crash all around.
I can't contemplate through the deafening sound,
As the weight of it all buries me underground.
Somebody help me; somebody save me...
Somebody tear me from the fangs of fate.
Can anyone see me?
Can anyone hear me?
I'm suffocating under all of this weight.
I feel nothing but hate.
It all looks the same.
Am I the one to blame...
...for my emotional grave?
I won't accept defeat cowering on my knees
If I have to stand and bleed, I'll take you all with me.
Somebody help me; somebody save me...
Somebody tear me from the fangs of fate.
Can anyone see me?
Can anyone hear me?
I'm suffocating under all of this weight.
I feel nothing but rage.
I feel nothing but hate.
I feel the embrace of the cold;
I feel the darkness envelope my soul.
I feel nothing but hate.
It all looks the same.
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Everything Bleeds
04:31
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Nothing can take away all the pain.
Nothing can stop me from rotting away.
I can't remain in this filthy place;
Everything is tainted with the stain of my mistakes.
There's no way to make it all whole once again...
My mind's already gone; it breaks before it bends.
Why does everything bleed?
Why does everything bleed?
It drains the life from me.
Nothing can save what's left of my mind;
My consciousness withers away on the vine.
I've lost it all and sacrificed my soul
Everything is drenched in the blood that I let flow
There's no way to take it back or raise the dead in place;
This cold, dark hell is the home that I have made.
Why does everything bleed?
Why does everything bleed?
It drains the life from me.
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Watching the World Burn
04:41
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I've lost sight of the edge;
Can't tell where I stand
Will you lend me your hand?
I'd like to drag you down with me.
I've lost control of it all
I'd rather dive than fall
Will you join me?
We can watch the whole world burn.
I stand right on the edge;
This is the end.
Give me your hand;
I'll drag you all down with me.
I have control of it all
I'd rather watch us fall
Now join me
So we can watch the whole world burn.
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5. |
Beacon of Hate
03:34
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Peel my skin back from my face
Expose the horrors I can't erase
Reveal the primal, instinctive need
To watch the whole world fucking bleed.
Reveal the monster in me.
Reveal the monster you see.
I am the face of misery
I am the essence of insanity.
I am the core of your rage;
I am a beacon of hate.
I am the beacon of hate.
Reveal the monster in me.
Reveal the monster you see.
I am the death you seek.
I am the curse you speak.
Embrace all you've come to be
And fall upon your humble knees.
You can't escape
Your morbid, filthy fate
You're just like me
You want to watch them bleed.
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Cancer
03:01
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All the things we do to feel alive...
All the ways we self-destruct in time...
The world we know dies before our eyes;
But we can't seem to see beyond our lives.
Everything comes crashing down,
All around...can't you hear the sound?
The screams arise from underground...
They're growing louder; they're all around.
We suffocate the energy
From all around us...can't you see?
There's nowhere left for us to run;
The stench of ruin fills our lungs.
All the things we do to feel alive...
All the ways we self-destruct in time...
The world we know dies before our eyes;
But we can't seem to see beyond our lives.
Everything we know and love,
What once was, now turned to mud...
All the things we used to hate
Are now the things that satiate.
We drain the world of energy,
Destroy it in our apathy.
It falls apart right at our feet,
But we're too fucking blind to see.
All I see is ruin.
All I see is hate.
All I see is apathy.
All I feel is rage.
Now we reap the seeds that we have sown.
Now we've lost everything that we have known.
We deserve everything that we get;
We're nothing but a cancer the earth does not forget.
We are a cancer.
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Demons
06:13
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Manifested nightmare from a weak and tortured mind
A creation of chaos, from where sanity is redefined
A consciousness that breaks when stressed to the end
A demon spreads its wings as it forces will to bend.
Loss of control;
I will bleed no more.
Death will make me whole.
I will steal every one of your souls
And bleed the world of every joy it has known
I will drain the life out of you
To feed the decaying seeds of a hatred born anew
A hatred born anew;
The demons come for you.
This is how a mind transforms when pushed to the edge
A darkness creeps into the seams as reality begins to bend
Psychosis dwells within us all, it's just a step away
A demon spreads its wings as it forces will to break
Loss of control;
I will bleed no more.
Death will make me whole.
I will steal every one of your souls
And bleed the world of every joy it has known
I will drain the life out of you
To feed the decaying seeds of a hatred born anew
Weep as the demons come for you.
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8. |
Drained
04:14
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The words refuse to fall upon the page
Emotionally bankrupt; I've been all but drained
Please give me something to live for
I'm drowning in a sea of emptiness and apathy
There's no end in sight.
I bleed until there's nothing left here,
I'm completely empty inside
Nothing left to give; no will left to fight.
These demons have taken everything away from me.
Taken everything away.
Still the words refuse to manifest,
No matter how I try....there's simply nothing left.
Please give me humanity; give me a way to feel whole again
Please give me the strength to see this through to the end
Please, give me something to live for...I'm downing in a sea
Of emptiness and apathy...there's no end in sight.
Someday the words will fall upon the page
Someday at last I will take the stage
But for now I sit here alone in apathy
The world I know has nothing here for me.
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9. |
Leech
04:34
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You're a bloodsucking leech.
You never wanted me.
All you are is greed;
An ambitious, lifeless breed.
All the years I wasted on you
All the tears I shed
All the ways I destroyed myself
And all the times I've bled.
Once a whore, never anything more.
Neverending search to fill a void inside
The need to feel alive consumes your fucking life
You find a soul to drain, so you can validate
Live out your fantasies, ignore reality
You're a bloodsucking leech.
You never wanted me.
All you are is greed;
An ambitious, lifeless breed.
All the times I tried so hard
Just to prove myself to you
All the times I killed myself
Just to see you abandon me too.
Once a whore, never anything more.
Chasing all the things you think will make you whole
The need to be a fucking queen of a scene you don't even know
All the souls you drain just to self-validate
You live in a fantasy. Fuck you, you fucking leech.
Once a whore, never anything more.
Tear open these scars...just to make me fucking hate you.
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Breath of Sindragosa Laramie, Wyoming
Solo/studio melodic deathcore project from Matthew "Axl" Brammer (Agony By Default, Silence Before the Storm, Underrot, Six Below Zero).
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